I cannot forget the day in mumbai. believe me it was maktoob.. Yeah one new word i learnd from the cool novel. well i think god must had wrote this chapter of my life with mast patience.
it all started with landing in mumbai and then checking with huge crowds comming out of locals. i have heard about sea waves but believe me people waves was unusual for delities. i still remember holding my suitcase behind pillar just to escape that wave.
After that experienced the new style western toilets in cheap hotel where u can sit in western style but need to wash in indian style…i named that HINGLISH Style…
Ganpati Bappa Maurya. the siddhi vinayak temple gave me much needed peace and opportunity to interact with god. He literally made me understand the nature of love and jaan.
NExt was going out on sea. i still can feel that…where i was scrreaming… see we are going back.. THat was my first experience of realising my dream with my jaaan…. 
take care.. a trip to mumbaiii
Dont know what big people says, at least in my life this is happening straightly for the 100th time – Destiny is bigger then Karma. Don;t know how to explain but no matter how good at your karma still destiny wins over them. It hurts just like taking out the fresh blood out of heart, without even putting you on anesthesia. It hurts more when you found that your calculations are merely for records and the real time things has been taken care by off destiny. I hate this. i am getting more into the category of skeptical. Yeah this is better you wont going to ask someone because you know at least for you there is no superpower to take care off.
In this cool winter morning i am cursing myself for wasting the time to believe in the magics which never existed for me. Yeah may be i am forgetting the last 24 years and remembering a week when all theories of mine failed. Was it an eye opener or just an exception.. may be i need to trace out the old battle grounds where i tested them. However if i had won any it would be in my remembrance and that too fresh 
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This time i did not cried though it was paining badly, I changed the rule to think about the past or take out the learning because this time i had no place to stand. Yes even the standing ground was bombarded so badly that it will take some time to get the repairs. Writing this after a sleepless and thought less night which just made me more skeptical towards the universal power whom i trusted since i took birth as this time i am not alone defeated, my ideology, my thinking all got a big hit…
Last but not least – This for the people who thinks I write for show off … A small message, CHANGE YOUR PERCEPTION. You are not going to win every time… though you won big battle today however you still have soft corner in my heart which is enduring a special space resulting a special column here on blog… The day will come when you will regret your decision, of defeating me in my own land… Don’t want to put more, rest will be with the powers who made u succeed today.. I believed and still trust lord but as for me the compromise never means surrender, but a step forward and some rest. That is all and nothing else.
wow i can write on my blog. never evr gave a though tht i wud be using my cell for this…
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